craps~

kebosanan yg telah mencapai tahap kritikal!!!!!..........

bored!! bored!! bored!!

ohh, btw.. novel M.A.I.D sgt best!!! this girl work as a maid at this awesome-looked-engineer punye penthouse... then, both of them kene fitnah. so, parents si awesome-looked-engineer ni pun pakse dyorg kawen.. then, kawen la.. si girl ni mmg suke dkt majikan dye yg awesome-looked ni.. but she knows her boss dont love her.. so after the marriage, dyorg pun brlakon la jd pasangan paling bahagia di atas muka bumi ni.. then, bla bla bla..... rupenye, awesome-looked engineer ni mmg dah lame 'sangkut' dgn si girl ni even mase si girl tu keje dulu...

kelakar glerrrrrr cite ni........ hahahaha

i watched Wrong Turn... nk kate horror, idak le jugak... thriller kot... nk muntah aku tgk muvi ni!!! makhluk tu potong2 badan manusia yg die bunuh mcm mak aku siang ikan tu hah!!!!!

xtau la mcm mane budak2 class aku blh tgk muvi ni... sumpah aku xnk tgk dah... kali pertama dan terakhir!!! 

oh, deviated dari tajuk asal aku..!!

haha...

k, bye!!!

p/s : terasa kosong.....

Sekali Lagi...

Oh God!!

buntu2!!

what hv i done??

serve me right!!!

ak x nk, tp mcm aku nk

so sbnrnye aku nk ke xnk?

ke.. aku nk, tp bukan yg itu yg aku nk.

ak nk, tp yg lain..

* sori, ade confusion pada aku dan confusion pada yg mmbaca..

hahaha..

SELAMAT STUDY, KAWAN-KAWAN.. ^^

salam everyone...!!

di petang yg mendung diselubungi awan hitam 

(wah...wah... kelas kau, mariaaa)

diiringi angin yg kelu x berbahasa...

( mukadimah yg macam haremmm...)

ok! nothing to do with awan nano..eh! awan mendung n angin yg x berbahasa tu...

today, my life dipenuhi @ didampingi ( erkk! damping malam? cite hantu??)

notes...

berterabur kt atas lantai...

ohhh..

notes lg...

bersepah atas katil..

ohhh... kt sini rupenye highlight aku...

( terselit dlm buku ape ntah )

eh! kertas yg td tu mane hilangnye??

laaa... terjatuh bwh katil rupenye..

yes!! beginilah aku sepanjang hari...

dan akan berterusan until 15.11.2011

done with LDS n LDV,

2 more to go..

hope everything gonna b just fine..

before otak aku bertambah bengong,

TOLONGLAH CEPAT HABIS,WAHAI EXAM!!!!

p/s : wahhh... dah byk hari saya heartmelt...!! aduhhh...gawat nih!! kah3..

awkward?? is it??

hello..!

second day of my deepavali holly now...

study??

errr... kind of... maybe... hahaha

well, something wierd aka awkward happened today

to be exact, dis evening...

when i received d sms,

i was like this

erkkk!! ape mimpi budak ni text aku?? - monologue aku la ni konon2..

well,. i still had no answer abt my question above

but i replied d msgs like nothing happened although dlm hati 

i feel curious glerrrr.. hahahaha

but then i realised something...

my fren needs a company..

after so much things happened recently

we laughed

of silly jokes we made

just as usual

like we always do

although once again...i feel awkward for us to texting like that

as we never text each other unless there's something important to be informed

so, the conclusion is :

the awkwardness has bring us together to a new phase of friendship

may our friendship last forever :)

p/s : hooiii, umi! kau nk exam la woii.... errr.....

hahaha.... ble la nk dpt hidayah utk study ni.... huhu

life goes on..

found this poem while searching for something in google..
i feel like i was in the poem itself as it resembles my life..
and everybody's life as well
i mean, everyone feels happy at one moment but all of a sudden,
everything change.. without any warning or sign..it just happen
and we hv no choice unless go through all the hardship with a strong heart and determination..
:)

LIFE GOES ON

There was a time when everything was right,

each moment was blissful and bright.

Carefree, evergreen smile flashing on the face

but now life seems to loose its pace.

Everywhere is dark, no ray of hope,

no chances are left to recoup.

The evil void seared my happy soul

tears are flowing, which I can’t control.

Finding way out of it, I wasn’t sure

just wondering if I can find any cure.

But time heals all the pain,

after drought there always comes rain.

Even though life seems to be full of jerks

but letting yourself down will never work.

Parents’ love cannot be described in brief

and true friends are always beside us in our grief

There are many people who make life worth living

so cheer up and start dreaming.

Just believe in yourself and your dreams,

though impossible things may seem

Someday, somehow you’ll get through

to the goal you have in view

p/s : exam alert!!!! kringgggg!!! study2!!!

ahakzs..

an unexpected tomorrow..

salam.. i'm trying hard to finish my nasi goreng sotong + telur dadar rite nw.. haha.. my classmates know how difficult for me to finish my meal... rite,kawan2?? hihiihi...

detail : 13.09.2011  , 2.30pm

location : bilik kuliah 78, blok siantan

situation : it was 2.30 in d evening.... the hot sun didnt pity me at all who was just woke up from sleep... i walked as fast as i could to d class... econ...econ... ( dlm hati...haha) . eihhh!! payah beno nk speaking! switch back to malay... masuk2 je clas, i saw this

FORUM MEMBERS

1. .......

2. ........

3. .......

4. .........

5. ........

6. UMI

Aduhhh!!! lemah lutut beb...!! baru egt nk rileks2 tonite... sekali nmpak nama sndiri kt whiteboard daa.....

d title of d forum would be ONLINE DATING.. 

so, aku pun cepat2 la cop nk jd counselor.. budget dpt point yg senang la... hek3..

so, anyone who has suggestions n points, share la wehhhh..... huhu

ohh! btw.. request from a friend of mine..

here u go..d lyrics of menikahlah denganku ( lagu blog nihh )

MENIKAHLAH DENGANKU

Sekian lama kita bersama 
Arungi lautan asmara 
Tak pernah henti untuk selalu mencintai

Berdua kita jalani 
Kisah cinta yang penuh cerita 
Suka dan duka t’lah kita lalui bersama

Aku sayang kamu 
Aku cinta kamu 
Bersandarlah di pelukku 
dan janganlah engkau ragu 
Ku kan s’lalu menjagamu 
hingga di ujung waktumu 
sayang 
ooooo…

tataplah mataku dengarkanlah bibirku bicara 
terucap satu janji tuk mengikat kita slamanya 

hanya satu pintaku

menikahlah denganku

ooo...

p/s : enjoy yaa ^^

i've got it..

ya.. insyaAllah..
i've got d answer..

terima kasih, Allah..
for showing me the path..
that i should walk into..

i'll wait...
patiently..
for what will happen next..

please ya Allah.
stay by my side..
for me to depend on..
whenever i feel down
or if i overjoyed of something
which i shouldnt do..

mungkin ya.. mungkin tidak.. tapi siapa tahu apa yg diaturNya utk kita... itu rahsia Dia.. satu hari nnt kita akan tahu.. :)

p/s : saya suke go with the flow..hahaha

back to fitrah

assalamualaikum semua...

Alhamdulillah... hari ni sudah 1 syawal...

selamat tinggal ya ramadhan,
selamat datang syawal..
insyaAllah kita kembali ke fitrah..

moga kita bertemu lagi dgn ramadhan thn dpn..
moga Allah panjangkan lg umur kita utk terus beribadah pada-Nya..

now is 2 am in d morning.. baru blk dr mcd.. huhu
pekan sesak glerr ok....

tq pada kwan2 yg send raya greetings... mcm2 adaaaa.....haha

tomorrow gonna b a long day.... nnt umairah upload pics yerr....

SALAM AIDILFITRI EVERYONE... MOHON SEGALA SALAH SILAP DIMAAFKAN YAA...

p/s : less passion, no more eagerness, no more feeling of excitement... d conclusion is, we r not like before.. something wrong but nothing to do with us.. situation made it so.. kau chill, aku pun chill jugak =)

umairah's indescribable day :-)

hoho... assalamualaikum sume...

today secara rasminya nur umairah MERDEKA drp sebarang bentuk assignmentsssss....... muahaahaha...
errr... plis let me just put aside another two assignments dat we need to submit after raya holiday...dun wanna think abt it for d time being... let me enjoy singing raya songs n playing mercun first...hahaha

so, today was not as smooth as i expected... see?!! life is never predictable..i thought we hv no more problem regarding d assignments but then ijat said this line- "video yg kite buat tu x blh save. so kene buat lg skali "
omg!!! apakah yg terjadi??? hak3... but seeing ijat working so hard for it make me feel ok again... we'll gonna sort this problem out together later... faiedz, jabar, thevika, ijat.... ready for another adventure!! will we shoot again??? still a big q in my mind nw... i watched jim's group punye video.... seriously, thumbs up for them!!!! mmg sangattttt bessssss........!!!! siyes aku x tipu...! ade part ase nk nangis, ade part ase nk gelak, mcm2 la.. but d conclusion is korg mmg d best!!!!

mase berbuka kt surau td, UMAIRAH DENGAN SLUMBERNYE TUMPAHKAN SEGELAS AIR SIRAP..........  penyakit clumsy aku dtg menyerang laaa.... segan siot! blh plak aku siap jerit lg dlm surau tuhhh!! sumpah malu!!!

my first reaction - knape ase cm tersepak something eh?

when i saw dat glass already tergolek kt carpet, AAAAARRGGGHHH!!!!

wahhhh.... excitednye!!!!

besnye!!!! final touch on assignments while listening to raya songs!!!!
ouhhh... how i luv dis feeling so much!!! even in class td pun dah excited gler dgr lagu raya...
ape mr lim ckp pun da x bape nk dgr.... hahahaha...

alhamdulillah, presentation English Studies dah selesai...
rasa lega nk mampos r td pas je abeh ckp.  "THATS ALL FROM US, THANK U...." ahakzs...
i luv to b d last presenter coz i wanna say dat line! haha

nseb baik aku stalk izzat punye hard disk... dpt gk aku cilok lagu raye die.... tq ijat!!!
kimi n yusman sesedap rase je soh aku pegang something.. it looks like mercun... tp aku pun confuse... aku tny blk, "ini mercun ke weh?" n dyorg gelak je.. kuang asam boi btl budak2 tu... haha
egt nk letak lgu raya kt blog tp x jadi lahh... haha... karaoke dgn rumet tersyg je la kt bilik.. ekeke

insiden semalam....

zatie : umi! tgk tu.... bju budak tu same dgn bju ko lahh!!! (dgn penuh excited)
aku : mane2??? x nmpak pun.... ( dgn muke penuh curious )
zatie : tu haa... bju biru tu kan... same dgn ko kan??
aku : haah laaa.... same... eii... xmao r pkai bju tu dah.... hahahaha
yun : alaaa... xpe laa.. aku suke tgk org pkai bju same...
aku : xnk la yun.... segan kot... hahahaha

wats ur opinion abt dis?? do u guys feel ok if bju korg same dgn someone else? i think boys x kesah sgt... girls laa... huhu

ohhh!! td kt clas tgk blk video kteorg smbm... ya Allah..... lawaknye....!! ase cm pelik je tgk muke sndiri.. n lg pelik ble sakit perut sbb gelakkan aksi diri sndiri... hampeh la kau, umairah!! hahaha... but i really had fun just now in class... hua3.....

hah! lg satu insiden x ley bla....

location : first floor, block d... ( bilik aku lah tu...)
situasi : ternmpak diri sndiri kt cermin...

umi : ya rabbi!!!! jerawat!!!! apasal byk nih??
rumet : hoi!! ape hal jerit2 nih??
umi : wehhhh.... apsal jerawat byk nihhh???
rumet : kah100x... aku egtkan ape... jerawat jerr... ala, hormon x btl la tu.. kn ko byk pikir sal assignment seminggu ni...
umi : ishhh.... cmne nk raya nihh??? miggu dpn raye ooiiii!!!!!

jerawat, apasal la ko kuar time ni? aku nk raye la minggu dpn.. ( errr... imagine sndiri la mcm mane aku membebel sorg2 dpn cermin )


hek3... sonoknye dgr lagu raya... nk smbung wat assignment... esok last anta assignment... x sabo asenye nk submit assignment tu kt K.U esok!!!! muahahaha

saje je letak... sabar ye maira, lg seminggu jerrr... korg pun sabar ye..\
k, bye2!! ade jodoh, jmpe lg..

its not a monday blues....

such a long day...
very tiring yet so much fun..
really enjoy dis evening..
even we were full of tension, we laugh a lot, rite?
beselah... dis is wat i like so much abt k13..hihihi

today i didnt feel d blues... assignments keeps me awake..
somehow rather i feel ok with it.. hahaaaa...
k, got work to do!
gudnite everyone...
semoga kita bertemu dgn malam lailatul qadar.. :-)
assalamualaikum..

random thought of the day..

huhu... dah slmat smpai ipoh...

post sblum ni aku touching manjang,ek??

penyakit sengal aku datang la tu maknenye... hahahaha
wayar kt otak ni da x btl sbb ter-effect dgn assignment yg ntah pape maka terhasillah feeling jiwa kacau....
haha... x paham?? xpe2...

nk cite ape jd mase blk t.i smlm...

jmaat ptg g bzar ramadhan... cuaca best! x panas, x sejuk... yg sedang2 saja..haha
i wonder y ari 2 rmai lak abg2 smat2 g bzar.. kah3! - cuci mate ckit!
jmaat mlm kuar g gerbang mlm... lewat dah... kul 1o lbh... org mmg packed glerr r...
kene usik dgn abg jual tudung pulak tu!! hampeh btl... hahahaha
sabtu pg bertapa mengadap buah ati pengarang jantung aku.... abg2 assignment... aku serahkan seluruh jiwa ragaku pada abg2 assignment yg cm hampeh tu.... start lepas sahur smpai zohor aku buat.... lepas pelbagai cabaran dan rintangan menimpa, akhirnya siap jgk!!!! huh! mmg lega habes r... hihihi
sabtu ptg g bzar lg... kali ni lenjun habes seluar aku!! hujan lebat...tp demi hasrat hati yg mengidam nk mkn roti john,. aku redah gak!!! hahaha
sabtu mlm, rehat jerr.. ade je keje lg tp penyakit malas menyerang.. so abehkan mase tgk cite korea LOVE BREAD N DREAMS tu.. mmg terbaekkk la endingnye.... hepi jerr..

pg td lewat bgn sahur so hilang mood nk jamah makanan.. mnm milo n smbung tido....( perangai ni jgn ikut yerr)

hari ni tinggal nk check blk assignment, print out n prepare tuk presentation esok.... cpt la 26 Ogos 2011... tu la ari merdeka bg student mcm ak...
assignment mode transform to raya mode!!!!

oh! ayah beli kad raya.... nmpaknya, ada usaha utk mengembalikan zaman balas-mmbalas kad raya dlm family sblah ayah... haha... naseb kau r adam, kakak dah blk.. kamu la yg kene tulis sume kad raya tuhh... ngeh3...

p/s : dah lebih setahun....... tp ttp mcm tu... no attempt at all... we've stop, havent we?

huhu... a lot to voice out!!!

listening to selena's who says just nw n google-ing d lyrics.. so true actually.. u shouldn't underestimate urself.. b confident in every single thing u do.. n never let people to look down on u.. prove dat u cn b 'somebody' but at d same time dun change urself just bcoz u want to b accepted by them.. u r u... n no one cn change dat... dun pretend to b someone else bcoz u wont feel comfortable with it... let people luv u bcoz u r u.....

case closed of justin's selena.. hahaha.. u get wat i mean?? ..huhu

so, today is his birthday... who is d he?? tettt....

budak gemok ni laa....hahaha

name budak gemok ni adam... dun weri... muke kteorg lain2... hahaha

his 11th birthday.. tue dah adik aku nihh..

walaupun kteorg 2 beradik je, aku ttp x egt bday die.... muahahaha...

cian kau... nway, hepi bday!!

moga pnjg umur, mrh rzki...

jgn pemalas sgt... ikut la kakak ni yg baik ati, pemurah, rajin (ehh... aku tgh puji diri sndiri ke?? hak3)

assignment?? just a lil bit more to finish...

i'll start d other one tomorrow lahh...

nk tgk cite korea!! daa..

ohh! cik kinah, nnt kite main cuit2 lg yerr... ngeh3

p/s : kau perasan aku kn? skang aku lak nk buat dunno bile nmpak kau!! baru kau rase ape aku rase!!

for u, kawan =)

salam... sume dah bukak pose,kn??

sape kenyang, angkat eyebrow anda!! haha..

hari ni much happier than yesterday la.... smlm mmg mcm hampeh jerr..

assignment yg trgendala pun da brgerak ckit.. huhu..

presentation gerko pun dah slmat dah.. 

even though kering tekak aku merepek sorg2 kt dpn tu..

aku pun x phm ape aku bce! muahaha

entry ni for sorg member aku ni..

bro, i knw these few days really made u feel so down

bcoz of dat stupid matter..

i dunno y u made dat decision coz u r not dis type of person..

sepanjang aku knl ko, ko bkn jenis yg sng nk give up on something..

but i knw u must hv ur own solid reason...

mayb ko consider on her side..

u knw urself better..

i wont question y u did dat..its ur right to do so

but seriusly, i hope u r ok with it..

anggap la ni dugaan bulan puase,yerr...

ko cari je "bunga" lain... x dpt rose, bunga raya pun ok... kn da dkt2 nk merdeka celebration ni...

hahahaha... chill ya, kawan..

p/s : kau nmpak aku,aku nmpak kau... kau x senyum, aku x senyum...kau bla, aku bla... wat kind of frenship is dat?? adoyaiii...

back to assignment mode! chayok2 kawan2... =)

smbil dgr lagu raya...

bored....

second day of ramadhan n i feel like.....

• extremely exhausted ( gara2 assembly d awl pg yg aku x tau ape pointnye)
• damn soooo sleepy ( even bukan bulan pose pun aku ngantuk, inikan plak bln pose!)
• Oh My God!!! assignment berlambak2!!1 (i wonder when i gonna do all those stuffs...)
• aku teringin makan.......... ( byk sbnarnye yg aku teringin.hahaha)

tp... ustaz pesan, kalau nk beli ape2 fikir 2 kali...sbb pada suatu petang yg indah ditemani angin econ sepoi2 bahasa, ustaz pernah tny.. perbelanjaaan kami ckp ke x dgn amount elaun yg kami dpt.. so dgn confident kami jwb...TIDAKKKK!!!! ble ustaz tny knape x ckp??? jawapan kami..... SEBAB KAMI HARI2 BELI WAFFLE ................ n ustaz pun terdiam......

p/s ; cite sal waffle tu xde kaitan sbnarnye..haha..nway, waffle chocolate butter, gonna miss u... pas raya, aku mkn ko blk ehh...

k, chow dlu yaa :-)

no comment..

sometimes when we see people cried, i mean someone close to us we juz dunno wat do coz dat person seldom show dat kind of face before.... its like d other side of someone... yes, i admit dat every single person has their own hidden side in them.. n only d 'lucky' one could witness it... i never see dis person wept before... but i know she's not enjoying her life to the fullest here..her perspective of life might b different from me n other friends..mayb d environment here not suit her well.. her life is not as cheerful as others... sometimes isolating herself from others... or others avoiding her... but dat doesnt matter.. coz there's always someone next to u... ur frens.... we do care abt u... i feel sad when i saw u cried... it made me think - do i hurt her? wats wrong?? should i say something to comfort her? sigh... just keep in mind dat everybody has problem n burden on their shoulders.. its just how u manage it... everything depend on u urself... so, cheer up!!! there's a lot more things waiting for u in d future.... think positively,k....
chill yaa....  :-)