Freaky... lol :)

one thing is discovered of myself is..........

aku x reti marah lame-lame.....!!

statement tu mmg ala-ala statement mintak selipar kt muka but seriously i just realized it yesterday.. i was like..........whatttttt????? 

since something happened while texting yesterday.. the rest is history..

ohh, its true..! bile difikir2 blk, plg lama aku marah kt org pun sehari.... aku kecik ati mcm mana pun, kejap je aku dah ok blk..... 

senang la laki aku nnt x payah susah2 nk pujuk...... ahakzs!! agak ngokngek di situ

It's Nothing but It's Everything, dearsss...

sambil nyummm2 sup campbell chicken pasta(aku bukan nk promote campbell), sbnarnye i dunno what to write.. haha

- spelling wispered tu salah.. supposed to be whispered -

sometimes we do feel like this.. we try to look ok in front of others but actually something goes very wrong inside us.. 

a smile doesnt resemble what someone's actually feels.. somehow rather smile is a good therapy.. if anyone ask me, am i alright, i will definitely say, yeahh, i'm fine.. xkan la tbe kte nk ckp, weh, aku ade masalah la... kene la cari tempat n masa yg sesuai utk discuss serious matter mcm tu... and sometimes when i smile, i will completely forget my problems.. only when i'm alone again, baru la teringat blk pasal masalah tu..  but that seldom happen because even if i have one, i try not to think too much about it coz there must a solution to it.. and Allah bagi ujian pada kita hamba-hambaNya sebab Allah tahu kita mampu hadapi ujian tu... jadi, kita kene la kuat... kannn??

semua org ade masalah maka x perlulah kita nk mengeluh.. tp jgn la tersungkur dek kerana masalah tu.. sepayah mana dan seberat mana pun masalah tu, kite tetap kene usaha... ni x, baru kene masalah seciput, dah lembik... give up... hujungnya, ini la naseb aku... nk buat mcm mana.. aku terima je lahh... ceyt!! kau x usaha, mmg tu la naseb kau!! 

dalam hidup, kite kene belajar jadi optimistik.. hidup kite dgn hidup org, lain... so, jagalah kehidupan kite tu elok2.. jadikan hidup kita seindah mungkin.. setiap hari yg kita lalui mematangkan kita.. cuma kadang2 kite x sedar yg kita dah maju setapak lagi... masalah tu pasti ada dan kita mmg x blh lari, tp smpai bile nk lari dari masalah? beranilah hadapi ujian, sayang-sayangku sekalian... ;)

sup campbell pun dah habis... chow dulu :)

From Now On...

orientation session is finally over..

degree course will be much tougher, scarier, and i hope.... fun.. hehe

BIG, PBS and other programmes.. ( ayah, umi nk PBS kt sekolah ayah boleh x..? heeee...)

nervous actually to enter the class and start to study again.,. the subjects are different from what i've learnt during foundation course before.. except for Literature and Linguistics laa... as for Titas, ok... what to say yaa... i like to memorise facts.. history maniac at school before.. ni sume gara2 dpt C for sejarah mase form 2.. pastu terus aku pulun sbjek ni walaupun hatiku x rela.... hahaha... (but for addmath mmg aku pasrah habis la.. hek3)

next week another hectic moment will start... no more makan wedges smbil layan muvi kt laptop.. no more buat meggi senyap2 dgn adik pukul 1 pagi sbb tbe2 terasa lapar.. ahhh.. no more all that "activities"!!! Persetankan semua itu, umi.......

hoping for the best for this sem and ahead.. fighting umi!! fighting k13!!

p/s : aku "buta" seni.. kenapa psv jd minor aku.... but i prefer psv than pj.. hehe

Welcoming 2012 Warmly :)

i'm not officially 20 yet but

when 2012 comes, i was like

OMG, am i 20 this year???

damnnn.... i'm so childish till today!!

20 is such a bigggg and hugeeee number for me! 

i dun think i'm matured enough like my other friends.. ok, for example... when i met my schoolmates, i could clearly seen their changes.. i mean, they look like adults, they talked like adults especially the boys as they chitchat about serious matters a.k.a politics when we met at mcd.. i was like.. WHATTTT...?? we r here to eat and not to talk about all that stuff, guysss....

as for the girls, i could see only some of them looked mature.. they talk about their experience when they went for practicum at hospitals since quite a number of them are nurses-to-be and hospital-staffs-to-be.. they already met so many types of people..  well, since i haven't been to school for practicum or what-so-ever programme, so i'm still not exposed to that kind of situation... ohh, one day, i'll have so much experience to tell them when each class i enter got 40 students!! hah, amek kau!

as for me, i think i need more time to change.. changing myself takes time, actually.. to adapt in new environment...  once i feel the comfort, then its a no problem for me.. 

i hope 2012 will makes me more matures to understand others, considering others and the most important thing is for me to understand myself and respect myself. i wanna be a better person, a better student, a better daughter and a better friends. to love and to care others more than before...

2012, here i come!! :)

sungguh x sangka, i already left the sweet -teen world!! huhu...

p/s :  bye, umi...take care... assalamualaikum... 

and he left me, waving his hand with a sweet smile on his face..  duhhh... gonna miss him after this.. ble la baru blh jmpe lg, kan?? ko blk la cpt... xde ape pun kt perlis tu... hehe