Jabar... a nice guy, my gang to gelak-gelak.. he always said "byknye aku makannnn" but yet he finished it smpai berkilat, bersinar2 pinggan die... hehe.. we always "berganding bahu" to tease Thevika... wait! is he outdated... maybe when he wore the same kemeja with another ipg guy.. hehe.. no offense dear fren ;)
Chan.. the pioneer of "outdated" .. hahaha.. if possible, she wants everything in yellow... owns a beautiful voice :) yup! she is outdated as she don't know current issue ..haha... jeng...jeng...jeng...
my roommate and i registered tv3 portal.. haha.. the only reason is because we are so "bengang" as we are not able to watch Anugerah Juara Lagu..!! hahahahaha.... plus, at home my little brother keep teasing me "haha, ada org tu x blh tgk.. die dah blk hostel mlm ni" huh!! gile panas ati mase tu... ase nk menghadiahkan sebiji flying kick kt budak tuhh... ngeeee
nah! amek kau!! tension pny pasal, smpai2 je IPG terus on lappy n google psl tv3... dah x pikir ape2 dah, terus register!! ngeh3... since i'm quite good in influencing people, at last my roommate pun register jgk!! jeles la tuuuu dgn aku!! ahakzsss..
so, lets rock tonight!! jgn la lgu ini tidak adil tidak adil ( x egt tajuk ) menang... siyesly, ngantok kot lgu tuhh... haha... same goes to cinta muka buku..
have been searching for this song long time ago.. and i heard that song again when i was watching Ally Iskandar's wedding video.. ape lg," menggelejat" google tajuk lagu ni... hahahaha....
Silalah dengar... Mesti korg automatically suke lagu ni jgk ;)
this one girl mmg x padan dgn badan KECIK, ade hati nk prank aku!!!!
kah3..
eheh! time duduk mmg la nmpak mcm same height je dgn aku.. cer kalo pic kteorg berdiri!! sudah terang lagi bersuluh, dia KECIK! hahaaha..
so, this was what happened this evening
kringgg..... kringgg...( x la old skull cenggini ringtone aku..)
(unknown number )
her : hello
me : hello
her : ni cik umairah ke?
me : ya.. ( dah start pelik dah ni)
her : kami dari pihak bank
me : bank???? (what the hell bank call aku ni)
her : kami check akaun cik dan cik ade HUTANG dgn pihak bank RM4000.. Kalau CIK X BAYAR ESOK, KAMI AKAN BAWAK KES NI KE MAHKAMAH
me : hahhhh????? (agak terjerit di situ) hutang ape?
her : cik kene bayar rm4000 esok jgk
me : ADILAHHHHHH
luckily i was able to recognize her voice although i was so damn shocked and jantung rase nk explode at that time!!!
kuang asam!! hampeh!! sampai ati ko Dilah... ko prank aku....!! Menjadi gilerr wehhh... i'm trying to imagine if only i wasnt able to recognize her voice...... high tendency for me to collapse kot!!!
Jahattttttt........
but after that was my turn to kenakan her balik.... tu la, prank aku benda bukan2 lg... keh3
-aku mmg sgt2 lurus bendul masa aku kelam-kabut or terkejut or takut-
Kenapa ye... aku rase aku ske take things for granted??
suke buat mcm x kesah padahal dlm hati, Tuhan je la tau betapa sakitnye ati ni haa..huhu
Kenapa ye?
Ni kire masalah besar ke kecik eh?
I prefer to ignore rather than thinking about it smbil ketuk2 kepala kt dinding.. i mean, if someone else is in my shoes rite now, they maybe take this as a very serious problem!!
but me???
i try not to think too much about it... aku lebih suke ckp "takpelahh.. lame2 aku ok laa.."
kadang2 bile aku fikir blk, aku ni mcm org xde perasaan kot!!
aku ni optimistic sgt ke?
aku ni positive-thinking sgt ke?
of coz la x.....definitely NO
but that's me! yg dididik dari kecik utk jd a girl yg kuat semangat, tabah, hebat!!!! (hahahaha)
org lain x tahu, tapi Tuhan tahu...kite mengadu dan bergantung dgn Dia je la.. InsyaAllah selamat, InsyaAllah tenang :)
- ohh, saje tulis entry ni sbb teringst perangai pelik aku tu.. hahaha -
p/s : wahhh, sweetnye bile tgk video wedding Ally Iskandar dgn wife die, Farah Lee... sumpah sweet.... hahahaha
wahh.. sejak ddk umah ni malas sgguh nk on lappy.. hehe
ok! straight to the point.. Last Saturday i watched a Japanese movie on tv.. the title is A Tale of Mari and Three Puppies.. sgt sedih cite ni.......... mmg aku mangis sepanjang movie ni.. sob..sob..sob.. :(
.Mari is a female dog with 3 little cute puppies own by a family of a grandfather, father and two young siblings who lost their mother few years ago.. Mari and her family are well-accepted by the family.. they love them so much.. one day, an earthquake occurred and the house was badly damage.. the grandfather and Aya, the daughter of the family were trapped in the house... Mari tried so hard to help them.. Smpai kaki die berdarah2 sbb trpijak kaca.. airmata aku dah berjurai2 dah masa ni.. but she couldnt make it.. luckily, Mari bumped into two soldiers.. mula2, askar2 tu x faham apa Mari cube bgtau..Bile si atuk dan Aya berjaya diselamatkan, askar2 tu nk bwk dyorg naik heli to a safer place.. plus, the grandfather was badly injured.. tp askar2 tu x blh bwk Mari n anak2 die sekali sbb keadaan x mengizinkan ( wahh.. bahasa aku...)..
Aya menjerit2 panggil Mari dari atas heli... Ya Allah, sedih gler mase ni.... aku dah xde rasa segan dah nangis dpn tv.. adik aku ejek2 pun aku wat bodoh je... mmg sgt touching.. Mari kejar heli tu smpai la die penat nk lari...... sedih sgt............
hari2 Mari tngu tuan die balik... die bwk anak2 die main kt area Aya n abg die selalau main.... hari2 Mari pergi.. hujan, ribut, die ttp pegi... one day, jmbatan yg Mari n anak2 die lalu tbe2 runtuh!!! Dyorg terjatuh dlm sungai... aku dah meraung dah time ni... tisu sekotak dah habes aku kerjakan... so sad....... ;( thank God they saved.... puppies tu jgn ckp la... tiga-tiga pakat buat muka innocent.. lg la aku sedih.... yg plg aku terharu, bile tgk how Mari takes care of her puppies.... she digged and searched high n low to find food for her babies.... bile jumpe mknana, die x mkn pun.. die biar anak2 die mkn... mase hujan lebat, die cari blanket n bwk puppies tu berteduh bwh runtuhan rumah tuan die.... i was thinking,
kalau binatang yg xde akal tu pun sayang anak, sanggup berkorban utk anak, kenapa la ade manusia yg sanggup buang anak rata2?? dlm tong sampah, campak kt longkang, bunuh anak sndiri yg dah dikandung berbulan2 dlm perut, biar darah daging sndiri mati kene gigit semut..... binatangkah manusia????? haiwan pun reti bela anak elok2, tp manusia.... baby tu dibuat mcm smpah.. jijik sgt ke anak yg lahir tu? mak bapak die yg jijik sebenarnya.. dah buat salah, dosa.. nk tmbah lg dosa membunuh darah daging sndiri, zuriat sndiri...... Nauzubillah.. mintak dijauhkan perkara2 mcm ni...
ok! back to the story.. meanwhile, Aya n abg die dah selamat kt pusat perlindungan... but Aya really want to have her Mari again.. he begged his brother to take her back there... she cried and cried.. n i cried too... sgt tersentuh tgk budak kecik menangis... n aku salute gler dgn abg die! sgt gentleman.... i could see the sadness in his eyes but he didnt cried at all... he stayed strong for his sister.. die x pernah lepaskan genggaman dari adik die... then, they went back to their house... they had a difficult journey... die sabar sgt dgn adik die.. then my mom said, tgk tu.. budak lelaki jepun.. x nangis.. kuat semangat.. disiplin.. sbb tu dyor blh berjaya.... ade jgk betulnye tu... bukan la mksud aku nk banggakan org luar, tapi benda baik x salah utk kita ikut,kan? ;)
then.. blaaa...blaaa.....blaaa... time ending cite ni, when Mari dah jmpe blk dgn Aya n abg die, aku nangis gler2... mase tu tgh lunch... satu family mkn dpn tv.. sbb xnk miss ending cite ni... aku nangis smbil mkn... xtau la airmata aku ade trtumpah dlm nasi ke x... aku dah x kisah dah... lantak la ape nk jadi.. airmata tu dah x tertahan.... ending yg sgt touching...
utk cite ni, mmg triple thumbs up aku bg!!!!!! the kids mmg pndai berlakon... Mari n puppies tu laaagggiiii pndai brlakon!! first time aku tgk movie yg buat airmata aku keluar non-stop dari mula smpai habis!!!
this movie teaches me that love is divine.. sama ade manusia dgn manusia atau manusia dgn haiwan..kita semua milik Allah yg hakiki ;)
ni ending cite ni.. maybe x berapa sedih but if u watch from the very beginning, u will definitely feel touched :)
to Jabar n Chan, this is not a Heart Matter entry yaaa... kah3.. you guys really made me speechless this evening!! damnnn... i cant defend myself at all!! wth... hahahahaaa...
wanna talk about this :
jeng jeng jeng.......... ( propa je ni )
yup! this is definitely true
yesterday is a history.. it is impossible to forget but make it as a lesson... make it a yardstick for tomorrow.. although hampir2 heart attack aku dibuatnye when i saw something i didint expect at all... trying hard to forget is just a waste of time but all i can do is ingatkan diri sendiri yg ape pun terjadi pada kita, it must happen for a reason.. one day we'll know y.. cuma bila, kita x tahu :)
we wont know what will happen tomorrow.. life is unpredictable yet surprising.. trust me.. i've gone through this kind of situation a number of time.. sometimes its cool, sometimes it made me feel like wth...
today is a gift... what happen today maybe affect our tomorrow.. our yesterday might affect our today too... so, appreciate every single minute that we have today for a better tomorrow and lets hope our yesterday made us a better person today ;)
cant wait for tomorrow... balik kampung...ooo.. balik kampung
Hati penat, otak penat.. Kesimpulannya, aku sgt penat..
i dunno whether it was a good decision or not.. sbb tu ade tempoh percubaan... kah3
Hati, lembutlah.. tlglah berlembut,.. Terimalah dgn ikhlas.. kalau org ikhlas, kita pun kene ikhlas kan, hati...? :)
smart quote ni, kan? haha...
Rupanya susah utk jadi org yg btl2 ikhlas... sgt susah..
kita sayang semua yg ada dkt dgn kita.. ehh! yg jauh pun sayang... kadang2 kita lg sayang org yg jauh dari kita.. contoh, duduk jauh dari mak ayah, aku lebih sayang dyorg skang ( jauh ke Teluk Intan dgn Ipoh? kah3)
HIDUP BUKAN SEKADAR UTK MENERIMA.. KADANG-KADANG KITA KENA MEMBERI.. ;)
hello!! at home now.. huhh.. finally, after a ttiring and dramatic week of lecturesass and all those history stuff, i'm back!! hahaha
i came across this quote just now and made me realize how important teachers are to everybody
berat btl tanggungjawab aku nnt,kn..? recently, kakak2 n abg2 senior baru dpt tau dyorg kene posting kt mana.. nah kau!! ade yg smpai ke Sarawak nun.... jauh kot!!! agak2 nasib aku lg 4 thn mcm mane la ye....
nk SBE ( school-base experience) March nnt pun dah terasa sikit ke-nervou-an.. huhu..
i can clearly imagine how hectic my life will be soon... assignments, tests, presentations, BIG(bina insan guru), SBE, reflections, n so on.... no time for zzzzzzz anymore... oh! not to forget, i have to memorize all the sejarah things.... huhhh...
but everyone is facing the same thing, rite... so, jgn mengeluh sebelum mula, umairah...... bukan ko sorg je yg kene mengadap benda ni.. semua org kot.
fighting, Tecer Umairah!! hehe (asal blk kg je, org pggil tecer... kusss semangat..hek3)
have a splendid weekends everyone.........!! before assignments dtg menderu mcm ribut..
"the end" which i've been waiting for so long.. harinya dah tiba.... sgt unexpected...
i've once told myself not to hope too much coz i might suffer in the end
and today reveals everything that i need to know..
i'm in pessimist mood now...
why He showed me everything tonight? only He got the answer to it..
now i started to believe in karma... i did something to A and now C gives me the same damn thing i did to A. . Maha Kuasa Allah..
but to lose one, doesnt mean i lose everything.... dia ade... dia selalu ade... aku yg x perasan.. teruk kan aku? aku nampak org lain tp aku x nampak dia.. how stupid i am!! since the very first day, u r there.. u stoodstill next to me and i ignored u.... dah lama, tp ko ttp ade dgn aku, kn..?
u should learn how to appreciate the one who love u, umairah.. and i'll do that for sure..
a great day with friends - kenny rogers for dinner, mau x great, ye tak? hehe.. and another 'great" thing happened..
xpe lah.. if that is how it should end, then it will be.. live must go on.. i dunno where my feet will bring me to but i hope i'll come to u.... i mean it..... ;)
sambil nyummm2 sup campbell chicken pasta(aku bukan nk promote campbell), sbnarnye i dunno what to write.. haha
- spelling wispered tu salah.. supposed to be whispered -
sometimes we do feel like this.. we try to look ok in front of others but actually something goes very wrong inside us..
a smile doesnt resemble what someone's actually feels.. somehow rather smile is a good therapy.. if anyone ask me, am i alright, i will definitely say, yeahh, i'm fine.. xkan la tbe kte nk ckp, weh, aku ade masalah la... kene la cari tempat n masa yg sesuai utk discuss serious matter mcm tu... and sometimes when i smile, i will completely forget my problems.. only when i'm alone again, baru la teringat blk pasal masalah tu.. but that seldom happen because even if i have one, i try not to think too much about it coz there must a solution to it.. and Allah bagi ujian pada kita hamba-hambaNya sebab Allah tahu kita mampu hadapi ujian tu... jadi, kita kene la kuat... kannn??
semua org ade masalah maka x perlulah kita nk mengeluh.. tp jgn la tersungkur dek kerana masalah tu.. sepayah mana dan seberat mana pun masalah tu, kite tetap kene usaha... ni x, baru kene masalah seciput, dah lembik... give up... hujungnya, ini la naseb aku... nk buat mcm mana.. aku terima je lahh... ceyt!! kau x usaha, mmg tu la naseb kau!!
dalam hidup, kite kene belajar jadi optimistik.. hidup kite dgn hidup org, lain... so, jagalah kehidupan kite tu elok2.. jadikan hidup kita seindah mungkin.. setiap hari yg kita lalui mematangkan kita.. cuma kadang2 kite x sedar yg kita dah maju setapak lagi... masalah tu pasti ada dan kita mmg x blh lari, tp smpai bile nk lari dari masalah? beranilah hadapi ujian, sayang-sayangku sekalian... ;)
degree course will be much tougher, scarier, and i hope.... fun.. hehe
BIG, PBS and other programmes.. ( ayah, umi nk PBS kt sekolah ayah boleh x..? heeee...)
nervous actually to enter the class and start to study again.,. the subjects are different from what i've learnt during foundation course before.. except for Literature and Linguistics laa... as for Titas, ok... what to say yaa... i like to memorise facts.. history maniac at school before.. ni sume gara2 dpt C for sejarah mase form 2.. pastu terus aku pulun sbjek ni walaupun hatiku x rela.... hahaha... (but for addmath mmg aku pasrah habis la.. hek3)
next week another hectic moment will start... no more makan wedges smbil layan muvi kt laptop.. no more buat meggi senyap2 dgn adik pukul 1 pagi sbb tbe2 terasa lapar.. ahhh.. no more all that "activities"!!! Persetankan semua itu, umi.......
hoping for the best for this sem and ahead.. fighting umi!! fighting k13!!
p/s : aku "buta" seni.. kenapa psv jd minor aku.... but i prefer psv than pj.. hehe
i dun think i'm matured enough like my other friends.. ok, for example... when i met my schoolmates, i could clearly seen their changes.. i mean, they look like adults, they talked like adults especially the boys as they chitchat about serious matters a.k.a politics when we met at mcd.. i was like.. WHATTTT...?? we r here to eat and not to talk about all that stuff, guysss....
as for the girls, i could see only some of them looked mature.. they talk about their experience when they went for practicum at hospitals since quite a number of them are nurses-to-be and hospital-staffs-to-be.. they already met so many types of people.. well, since i haven't been to school for practicum or what-so-ever programme, so i'm still not exposed to that kind of situation... ohh, one day, i'll have so much experience to tell them when each class i enter got 40 students!! hah, amek kau!
as for me, i think i need more time to change.. changing myself takes time, actually.. to adapt in new environment... once i feel the comfort, then its a no problem for me..
i hope 2012 will makes me more matures to understand others, considering others and the most important thing is for me to understand myself and respect myself. i wanna be a better person, a better student, a better daughter and a better friends. to love and to care others more than before...
2012, here i come!! :)
sungguh x sangka, i already left the sweet -teen world!! huhu...
p/s : bye, umi...take care... assalamualaikum...
and he left me, waving his hand with a sweet smile on his face.. duhhh... gonna miss him after this.. ble la baru blh jmpe lg, kan?? ko blk la cpt... xde ape pun kt perlis tu... hehe
