Friday 17 June 2011

new chapter..

saturday,18 June 2011... last day at home.. so sad.. sob...sob...
after spending 3 weeks at home, now i.m going back... 
one q for myself : wat hv i done in these few weeks?
:-) sleep, eat, tgk muvi, tgk tv, merayap...
mane wktu study aku???
aiyoo.... umi, sem 3 ni bukan ker ko ade exam? penentu future ko... to persue ur degree course....knape la ko x study cuti td,umi ooiii????????? 
when my fren sent me a link to see our timetable, bru la nk regret.... 
seems like there r new sbjects - mayb... ape ntah makne kod subjek2 kt timetable tu... ade certain yg i dun really understand..... 
yg best, clas kt siantan!!.... thank Allah, x perlu la nk terkejar2 lg mcm last sem... relaks ckit - mayb...
so, sem 3 ni aku kne blaja btl2, concentrate in class, no sleeping mode!! no play2 anymore... xde mase dah nk melayan perasaan lg... 
bear in mind, EXAM IS COMING!!! its my future... 
x blh puas ati n feel secure with mock exam results last sem, bcoz its just a mock....!! hehe...
semoga dgn kekuatan yg Allah kirim pada aku dan doa restu mak ayah aku dpt buat yg terbaik...
put aside benda2 lain... 
masalah perasaan? - go to hell... not a proper time to think abt it.....
frankly speaking, err... frankly typing, hehe... nervous gak nk blk ipg nih... new situation, new faces ( oh junior2kuh )... new things to learn, new experience too.... last sem dah byk mengajar aku abt being matured in terms of thinking...  
bukan sume benda kite blh dpt... in order to get something, u hv to lose something.... 
NO PAIN, NO GAIN.... I've gain wat i want, but i had so much pain inside of me..
sometimes u think u already hv it - its all yours, but actually u dont... 
byk lg rahsie kehidupan yg kite x tau..
byk lg org yg kite blm jumpe..
kite still tercari2..
cume bila kite kuat dn tabah baru kite blh terima apa yg trjadi kt kite..
Allah saja yg tau ape yg trbaik utk kite..

huhu.. emo skejap..

kwn2 - baru dn lame, c u guys d ipg!!
semangat baru yaa...
i miss my room so much.... hehehe..
peace ^_^


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